Tuition
I hate english tuition.
Theoretically, it should help me. But it doesn’t. My heart isn’t in it, and everything that I write for her is absolute crap. Then she gets into me for writing absolute crap and then I feel like shit. Then when I get into the SAC I’ll be like, “Ooh, I know this, I wrote something just like this in tuition” then I freak out. And then my head implodes, forgets everything, and then I screw it up. It’s happened three times now.
Michelle, why don’t you just quit? Good question. (ie. Fuck off, I don’t want to think about that. I just want to accept things and get on with it.) I guess because then my parents would make me do tuition somewhere else. And that would be equally horrible.
Michelle, why don’t you communicate to your parents about what you want? Another good question. (ie. Really, just fuck off.) I don’t know. I guess I’m just not very good at communicating what I want.
